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                           | This was supposed to be published a long time ago but somehow it wasnt |  
                          | this isnt how it was supposed to be surrounded by shadows of things I cant see
 im not the person I was meant to be
 unchain my hands and set me free
 
 living in half truths and lies
 watching the soul wither and die
 as the clock ticks im filled with sighs
 feeling the tears fall as I cry
 
 life has taken a different course
 lead by an unknown force
 screams escape me until I am hoarse
 im here searching for the source
 
 standing on a ledge ready to break
 trying to decide which choice to make
 two words is all it would take
 to relieve the heart ache
 
 thinking about an endless sleep
 Im ready to take the last leap
 I feel the tears my family will weep
 but the pain is just to deep
 
 through the darkness comes a hand
 offering to carry me back to dry land
 I hear the trumpets in the band
 for it is time to take a stand
 
 I need to love me for me
 to become the person I want to be
 and then a last I can be free
 and through this I make my own guarantee
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                        | Name: An attempt at life...Home: Portland, Oregon
 About Me: I am a very easy going person and I love the beauty in life. I love to stop and smell the roses so to speak and wish I lived in a culture where that was more important. I love to laugh and have a good time!
 See my  profile...
 
 
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