Sunday, October 19, 2008
My Downpour
It is hard to find the blessings in my life right now. Currently my life is a downpour of bad events and happenings. I know that I have a way easier life than some but that doesn't mean that I can be happy about what is happening. My car has been shaking a lot and so I had Brett look at the tires, well come to find out I need all new tires. I was freaking out because I have absolutely no way to pay for them. Luckily my grandma Carole and Rudie said that they would buy me new tires. So on Tuesday night I ventured out to find the tire store they wanted me to get the tires from but they never gave me an address because they didn't know exactly were it was. I was driving all around Tigard and Beaverton trying to find it when I rear-ended someone. I cant figure out exactly what happened I have replayed it over and over in my head and just cant find what went wrong. I hit the brakes and they locked and I kept sliding. My biggest problem with all of this is my car is under my moms insurance and i feel absolutely awful about that. I know that she was very stressed about the situation but she did her best to be supportive. I don't know when I will be getting my car back but hopefully soon. I have to pay a $500 deductible for it to even be started and have no idea where I will be getting that. I hate asking my family for money. I hate having to depend on others for help and support. I also forgot to write something down in my check register so now I am overdrawn and have two bills that I still need to pay. Life is frustrating and sometimes it is hard to find the will to keep going. If it wasn't for all my friends and family I don't know what i would do. Thank you to everyone who has kept me in their prayers and thoughts! I am going to try and start this week with an open mind and in good humor.
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Name: An attempt at life...
Home: Portland, Oregon
About Me: I am a very easy going person and I love the beauty in life. I love to stop and smell the roses so to speak and wish I lived in a culture where that was more important. I love to laugh and have a good time!
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